I heard a lot of people complain about having a lot of friends in facebook yet only knowing a small percentage. I mean seriously, if you don't know them, don't accept their friends request if it makes you empty after that. My brother just deleted almost 70% of his friends, leaving him with 87 friends. I like. But don't like also. Cause if you accept people's request already then why delete? If you want to delete why accept? I like cause at least it's better than blindly accepting request and let the number fill you up, right?

Why's so many people switching to tumblr? It just seems like another facebook plus blog thing. So weird. I am so not switching. Cause if I did, I know I wouldn't sound like how I sound like anymore, because people who are using tumblr would follow, and that's basically a lot of people from mcm. Though I said before that people have a target audience when they say or do or post something but the real audience really affect what you end up with.

Actually I am not sure who is my target audience, or who are my real audience. So what do I really want to say and how am I supposed to speak like? Oh, maybe I am imagining my target being the wall. Possible.

I wanna let out a deep sigh.. Sometimes it's so easy for law of attraction to happen, but in the meantime what are you actually attracting to happen? If I could turn back time I would clarify things better, grasp the situation, and control it.

Anyway, I really want to say this. Poly may seems like a easier road, but mcm is really not what people think it would be. Of course you can say that's because I haven't been through jc, but if a mcm student who was a jc student previously said that poly is worse, what do you think now?

But yet again, mcm is not exactly that tough. It's just time-consuming. Projects are bad. Either people cannot compromise, people don't want to sacrifice, people don't want to contribute alone, or people more concerned about individual assignments.

I don't want to be so critical. Sometimes I think, if I feel bad and uncomfortable about being critical, then why don't I change? Then again, I can't help being myself. Sigh. I am hopeless.

Human's nature: when you shouldn't be sleeping, you want to sleep; when it's night time, you feel energetic. When you have this, you want to do that.

It's scary when you dream reveals your desires, or things you are afraid of. There are reality you don't want to face. Give me a break. I don't need anything.

PS: Probably talking a lot because my brain finally feels free. Of migraine. And what's wrong with my family? Mum was having headache as well, bro gets gastric, dad gets stomach bleeding.

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I heard a lot of people complain about having a lot of friends in facebook yet only knowing a small percentage. I mean seriously, if you don't know them, don't accept their friends request if it makes you empty after that. My brother just deleted almost 70% of his friends, leaving him with 87 friends. I like. But don't like also. Cause if you accept people's request already then why delete? If you want to delete why accept? I like cause at least it's better than blindly accepting request and let the number fill you up, right?

Why's so many people switching to tumblr? It just seems like another facebook plus blog thing. So weird. I am so not switching. Cause if I did, I know I wouldn't sound like how I sound like anymore, because people who are using tumblr would follow, and that's basically a lot of people from mcm. Though I said before that people have a target audience when they say or do or post something but the real audience really affect what you end up with.

Actually I am not sure who is my target audience, or who are my real audience. So what do I really want to say and how am I supposed to speak like? Oh, maybe I am imagining my target being the wall. Possible.

I wanna let out a deep sigh.. Sometimes it's so easy for law of attraction to happen, but in the meantime what are you actually attracting to happen? If I could turn back time I would clarify things better, grasp the situation, and control it.

Anyway, I really want to say this. Poly may seems like a easier road, but mcm is really not what people think it would be. Of course you can say that's because I haven't been through jc, but if a mcm student who was a jc student previously said that poly is worse, what do you think now?

But yet again, mcm is not exactly that tough. It's just time-consuming. Projects are bad. Either people cannot compromise, people don't want to sacrifice, people don't want to contribute alone, or people more concerned about individual assignments.

I don't want to be so critical. Sometimes I think, if I feel bad and uncomfortable about being critical, then why don't I change? Then again, I can't help being myself. Sigh. I am hopeless.

Human's nature: when you shouldn't be sleeping, you want to sleep; when it's night time, you feel energetic. When you have this, you want to do that.

It's scary when you dream reveals your desires, or things you are afraid of. There are reality you don't want to face. Give me a break. I don't need anything.

PS: Probably talking a lot because my brain finally feels free. Of migraine. And what's wrong with my family? Mum was having headache as well, bro gets gastric, dad gets stomach bleeding.

Labels: Thoughts